Confused

Ever felt like you are neither here nor there. You wish you could take a peek into the future ... just 2 months from now ... where would I be? Your past still pulls you back ... your future plays hide and seek. Annoying place to be. We come across this kurukshetra many times ... sometimes too often. It's usually when we are transitioning. Too scared to take the next step cause we don't want to get out of our comfort zone. On most occassions, the transition has been a good thing. Our experience tries to convince us that there is better in store for us. We don't have to cry over the spilt milk ... there is a whole dairy farm in our future. :) But still I stand confused. Unwilling to budge ... the desire to progress exists ... but fear of the unknown constantly wins. The battle continues ... I am sure this too will come to an end. I impatiently wait. But what am I waiting for ... isn't it all really in my hands?